Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Miscellaneous and a Idolizing

*Tired*
I may be sleepy, but I have just enough time, energy, and enthusiasm to write another blog. The source of my enthusiasm, people told me very clearly that I needed to update badly. I'm thankful for all those that read here, and have an appreciation to the point that they'll remind me to make use of this web log account. I started this blog for a reason after all, I need people to remind me of that. Thank you all again!

I won't waste your time by telling you that you become like what you idolize; wether that be Marylin Manson, money, My Little Pony, or by all means Jesus Christ. What I will share, though, is my little expirience today and mabee you might find some encouragement, a thought that it's easier to change focus than you thought. No.Really.I'm not the only one to think it wasn't worthe while.

-The General Idea-
I "stalk" a few artists online that are really funny and talented, people that I wish I could meet some day. Today, I found out that one of the furry christians I stalk will be going to one of the furry conventions. This person is very busy and/or slightly reclusive and/or very awesome, but it's very rare that she ever shows up at one of the conventions(her last appearence was four years ago), so it's almost a phenomenon when she does. Anywho, she(ada Thornwolf) said to look for a small person and I said to myself, "Man Thornwolf, if only I could meet you in person, mabee some of that brilliance could leak into my brain!" I almost believed that, but luckily caught myself half way. I remembered that God was supposed to be our only 'idol.' Thornwolf is an awesome human, but how much more funny and talented is our God, Jesus? Who was, after all, a carpenter himself; doesn't that require creativity? So how much more creativity does a God that can do all things have? Answer: It's staggering.
After giving myself a little reproof I thought to myself "Man, God; if only I could meet you in person, mabee some of that brilliance would leak into my own brain!" I got it right.-God first. I remember that Jesus is not some unreachable, high on the horse god. He's loving, understanding, and believe it or not... humorous; and if you doubt that just look at me- a christian into furryfandom, dark poetry, classical music, and Industrial Rock. Now isn't that funny? Or twisted...or something like that.

God bless you all! Shine on!


Signing off,
~BJbear~

P.S.: I love christian furries and christian furry art, and if you want to ask me anything about it, I'll be glad to tell you. One site that I've found that best explains my veiws and a solid christian stance on furries is this site LINK . There are christian furries with their own sites and discussions on the issue, but I found this one this morning and I really liked it.